i sing myself to peace

coupl months old

why cant we just be people

not off just str@nj

like i been here before

still waitin for a ride

was supposed to be here at 4-

yesterday!

no i live for today and for me

thats a lie and probably

why im feelin this way

why im feelin this way

STRRR@@@@NJJJJ

"...how you stopped loving me(i)

how you stopped needin me(i)

when she came along-" woa.

--- quoted Patsy Cline cuz she kinda really knows

not anybody

fingers like juice

got my corner

my beats

defs feelin loose

got a smile on my mind 

not a memory 

but a piece of me

a filter for the output

a presence

a quilt

that incubates my brain

its a comfy

warm insanity whos

brilliance fixes everything.

by knowing

no thing needs fixing.

the glow on my brain is now

rythmically being thumped and

glowing

growing stronger.

thru tiny canals from brain to exterior

carry magical vibes 

and sync the superior

beats

emitting from a device tho

strapped to my head

shakes the shit out my feets

jeezus these beets are orgasmic like sneezes

mega bass chompin skulls into fragments an peices

churns bodies of water

with currents and waves.

turns my body into water

like liquid drum and bass.

raptured like remedies of doctor ecstaticus

too much ecstacy in the air

need som breathin aparatus

so off with the skull candy

i float towards the door

right past the coffee and food

couldnt help but ignore

cuz 

-i notice and smile at the irie blonde dreddy

ask her for a lighter!

-tho i have one already

she digs thru her bag

-i prop the door open..

She found her green lighter!!

-AND an invitation by motion

we stepped into space

the infinite ocean

burned offerings and donations

to other light in that ocean.

since i had the honors of 

sparkin the spliff,

in my thoughts i worshipped

the god of "what if".

i have nothing to dredd in life except my hair

knowlege bombs dropped by mammas

upon the caps of young chaps

sitting on their laps

today

but these tykes will grow

and will write the maps of tomorrow

(beat machine and a bottle of booz take 3)

beats like this get cash

cats like me get ass

ask me for a light

ter i spark a flame just like

her and i should grind 

nightly cuz daily was mainly

for grindin outside 

inthe world where we feel so so alive

and breathe in the seaweed

and scrub with saltwater

eat like a rich king

get chicks like his daughter

(random : negative to positive journal poem)

i feel shitty right now lots of shitty from the city

lots of pressure to consume

i step outside and immediately smell sweet perfume

of a girl who strolls by

head down

in a big rush

then a dude that is sellin and smellin like

fat bags da kine kush

see the keyword is sellin

i'll just stop it right there

cuz to some not ALWAY$$ having and spending can be

quite the scare!

no doubt

about 

the way i live is the only way for me

for you

its something different

like i said

its The Way only for i.

diet? try it! na! ya??

get the bacon

the king is awakened

seize all the pigs

before they get big

the younger the meat,

"OY!" the king must rethink

no more debt / tickets!!!!!!!

!:)

a poem i wrote this evenin

i'm distracted by the television show
wanting to see an outcome i wish in my own life
this causes one strife thru life decisions
we focus on let downs- the knife's first incision.
try, with precision, to make sense the situation
puts a box around thoughts made of sentences and language
giving rules and regulations to the natural way.
"im confused as fuck in the head, i'll just
think, do, and be like they say."
when the movie ends like you wished
you're now 'right' but you missed
all things could be learning
but you checked out a bit early
to show what you know- that you knew all along!
you dreamt all the words that were sang in that song!
"I'm not wrong!"

we desire and dream alike cuz we're all the same light.
comparing to a thought up world?
i feel, is far from right.
life is a world that we all make go round
your world is your world
feel taste smell see and sound
dont box yourself in
with no taste - based off 'sin'
LET LIFE FLOW THRU YOU
LETs YOU FLOW THRU LIFE
live open and win

weekendwolves

it feels good when it is good

what the fuck is this

aloha oy

give proportional amount, to the level of ''deservence'', to those.

HELICOPTAS really aint much fun
chillin trippin face tryin to soak some sun
@ the beach with my peach on a fuckin good one
low and behold from high in the sky
that loud stupid bird that kills (or heightens) highs
comes swoopin stoopily upon myselves  an the pretty
to snoop on a group, tho, what they need is I

the taste of bein free

cant not see the sun

run ins with pain

irun
rest unneeded

my face with rain

i am

fuck anyone who brings hurt.
ditch em
leave em to look for you in yer kickd dirt
 clouds of smoke just dustin out these sad ass folk
pickin on me cuz they picky
SICKENIN
is what i like to see an say bout this sleezy beezy

consider it to my face?
now you say ''goin with the flowin?''???!!!!!

FUCK OFF AN GO TO HELL

i built expectations

move the fuck on.

eternally never again.

the goal is to miss nothing
mourn nothing
be all
see all
free see.

own a title?

be aware.

own I!

there can only be one

JAN.20.12 9am